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[09 Jan 2005|01:03pm] |
OK. If you haven't added me already.
I vote you do it. painunrevealed_
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[03 Jan 2005|06:41pm] |
So I did it.
painunrevealed_
I vote you add me.
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[03 Jan 2005|02:39pm] |
So I want a new LJ SN.
And I think im going to do it.
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[02 Jan 2005|06:51pm] |
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Hmm. Elita brought something to my attention. It's been a really really long time since I was able to call myself happy. Sure, I have my days, where i'm in a fantastic mood, and act like i'm loving life. But I havent actually been 'happy' in a long time. I hope that will change over 2005. Yeah, that's one new years resolution. To make myself happy. Without letting me get to selfish.
Another. Bring my grades up. I've been slacking as or recent. And I know that's what will determine my future. If I want to do good, then I need to buckle down.
Lastly.
Get in shape.
I hope everyone had a wonderful break.
Back to school tomorrow.
Oh boy, that's depressing.
I love you all.
Liiiikkee whoa.
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[29 Dec 2004|09:31pm] |
So um.
Last night stayed at Jenns house.
It was really fuckin fun.
Minus the drama part.
That's all I have to say.
Pictures at the end of break.
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[27 Dec 2004|11:38pm] |
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I here by pronouce this Christmas, the best one ever. It was such a ball. When everyone arrived, we just messed around downsairs on all of the toys. I saw my beautiful cousin Candace. First time in a few years. She moved back to Midland from Florida. Met her boyfriend. My aunt Laurie got really drunk. And kept sneaking my cousin Kristin and I drinks. Candace helped. End of the first night I had an asthma attack. Almost went to ER. The next night, aunt laurie went to ER. She sliced her hang open with a knife. Just had to get 2 stiches. No biggy. But it ended up being a wonderful two days. Best Christmas i've ever had.
Tonight was great as well. Lynz and Nyc picked me up. Went to Meijers. To the mall. Met up with Trent, Ben, Sarah, Alison, Scott and Opie. Ran into Sean and Logan. Burger King. Nycolle and Sean are now going out, and it's cute. Went to Opies. Lynzees. Back to Opies. A lot of drama happened. Jumpin' Java. Vous. Saw a bunch of people. Back to Opies for the last time. Partyed. Yeah, word. I had a pretty good time.
( Christmas and today. Caution: There's a lot. )
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[25 Dec 2004|11:11am] |
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Merry Effin Christmas everyone.
This has been a wonderful Christmas so far.
Went to the yearly Church service, last night.
Just my dad and I. Chelsey was sick, so mom stayed home.
I couldnt sleep at all last night.
Woke up real early. Opened presents.
Got:
-Digital Camera, that i'm in love with.
-CD's
-Playstation with a lot of games.
-Video Camera [For whole family, but i'll be using it most]
-Books & Magazines
-DVD'S
-Perfume.
-Girly junk
Probably more.
But I dont remember.
Leaving for Midland in a few hours. And i'm so happy for that. I love my family. They're the most fun people in the world. My uncles house is badass. He's like a little kid. He has a pool table, casino slot machines, pinball, a bowling deal. His house is the shit. We're either coming home Sunday night, or Monday morning. Rachel, Rylee, Rene and I are hanging out Monday. I'm so excited. I love those three. It'll be just like old times. <333
I love you all.
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[23 Dec 2004|10:40pm] |
Hi, I'm Rachel.
I buy orange marmalade.
I think i'm cooool.</p>
Oh gosh, Rachel Annamarie Bodnar.
Thanks for everything tonight.
I love you so much.
RENE MOTHERFUCKING DUPUIS
I LOVE YOU.
<33333
( Rachels lovely pictures )
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[23 Dec 2004|05:36pm] |
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My eyes burn from these tears
You'd think I'd learn over these years
Good things won't last forever
So what the hell am I suppose to do
You only wanted the things I couldn't give to you
And you had it all anyway
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
Tell me i'm wrong when I say
I can't expect you to stay forever with me
I live for that single moment
I take back everything i've said
You wore those words on your lips
As if they meant anything anyway..
Sometimes I feel I could drop off the face of the earth
It seems I do more harm than good.
And I don't know if it's worth me loosing sleep over this.
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place.
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[23 Dec 2004|12:37am] |
I loved this day.
I hated the drama.
I loved seeing Rene.
I loved seeing Cy.
I love the wonderful friends that I have.
I hate how something wrong has to happen for me to actually realize it.
I hated seeing Lynzee so upset.
I hated kicking Lynzee in the eye on accident.
I loved wrestling.
I hated seeing someone, then getting really upset.
I hate loving that someone so much.
I hate not being able to let that go.
But I love that it's over with,
and there's nothing left to worry about.
I love that it's almost christmas.
I love being with Nyc and Lynzee for the night.
I love you.
Alright, sweet.
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[20 Dec 2004|07:36pm] |
I got my haircut, super super short.
But I really like it. I'll post pictures later.
THE RAPTOR.
Yeah, the movies being made tonight at Smiths.
And i'm going to love it.
Well, I love you all.
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[18 Dec 2004|10:13am] |
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Take too many pictures. Laugh too hard. Love like you've never been hurt because every minute you spend mad or upset is a minute of happiness that you'll never get back. Take chances. Tell the truth. Fall in Love. Over and over. Get to know someone. Be random. Say I Love you. Cry. Apologize. Tell someone how much they mean to you. Laugh until your stomach hurts. Live life, love, laugh. Have no regrets.
I like that.
Today will own. I'm very excited. And i'm sick of being upset and depressed, over something that really, I have no power over. Might as well get over it. Well, neat. Smithy poo, I love you. Okay, done.
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[16 Dec 2004|06:06pm] |
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I dont think it would be possible for me to ask for a better friend. Lynzee when you brought this to me today, it really did bring tears to my eyes. I consider myself extremely blessed to have you in my life. Not only as a best friend, but a sister. You've been there for me, through everything, absolutely everything. And I can't thank you enough for that. Understanding the the decisions I make, and being there right by my side. Even if you didn't agree what I was doing. You've never given up on me. Always giving me encouragement. You are the majority of the reason how I got pulled out of that deep, black hole, I was once in. You know i'm always here for you. And I love you. Thank you for everything.Forever and a day*
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[16 Dec 2004|02:15pm] |
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Rachels funeral was this morning. Many many sad people. She was a very loved young women. It was sad. People cryed. But she's on to a better place, with no more suffering. And i'm very happy for that.
Lynzee.
Call me whenever you figure
out what's going on. I dont
have my cell phone. I left it
in my moms car. So call the house.
<3
On to the next victim...
And left the others stranded and feeling lonely.
...of love
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[15 Dec 2004|09:49am] |
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Chris Gioia is Jesus.
Do you want to see him naked?
Come one, come all. - Chris Gioia, himself.
I'm so lazy today.
And I want to do something fun.
Things seem to be getting better. Slowly, but surely.
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[14 Dec 2004|09:34pm] |
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Rachel where are you?
Call me as soon as possible.
Today was good.
Better than yesterday.
Three more days.
Ohhhh boy.
My grades blow.
Rene's online.
Yay.
Haha, Abbey I fixed it.
No more weiner.
OH! And I can't forget.
I saw Scott Dewitts Pop playing the cornet.
Hawaiian clothes and sunglasses.
That made my life worth living.
Congratulations Lynzee Kimberly.
<333
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[13 Dec 2004|06:49pm] |
I just got off the phone with Morgan Witham. Rachel Williams, passed away this morning around 9:00. Ever since I moved to Michigan at the age of two, i've known and grown up with her. It was Jo-jo's daughter. Jo-jo provided day care for me, my sister and many others. They were like family. Rachel had been fighting cancer since she was about 20, and she has now passed at the age of 25. Five years of suffering, and now it's finally over. She had a wonderful boyfriend, that stood with her, every step of the way. I dont think anyone could thank him enough for giving her all the love he gave her. I just pray for Jo-jo and the family.
R.I.P. Rachel Williams.
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[13 Dec 2004|09:45am] |
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I do not want to be here.
But I do like this boy.
In 5th hour, geometry.
Alot, alot, alot.
Yah. Lynz is home. That's happy.
Laugh it up Jayson.
Laugh it up.
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[12 Dec 2004|08:39pm] |
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Please pray for Kelsey Carter. She was in a car crash last night. I just got back from the spectrum in Grand Rapids. And she's in pretty rough shape. So please, keep her and her family in your thoughts and prayers.
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